Lost and abandoned

it is the first Sunday afternoon
I am freed, but
I am lost and abandoned.
The piano studio closed,
no keyboard for my fingers to run
Kubrick is closed
for renovation that I never would know
No cafe, no books, no piano
No, no, no
it is hard to stand for the Nos
sitting in a park talking with the birds and trees
On a day that I am freed
I am lost and abandoned
.